need

I feel the space between us, and I do not know what to do.

The baby needs me.

The girl needs me.

The boy needs me.

The show needs me.

The lawyer needs me.

But I need him.

And there is so much between us – that I can never get close enough.

I miss him – more than I should for a man who shares my bed, and works out of the basement.  I don’t have words to tell him this.  I don’t even try anymore.  I feel like I cannot hold on tight enough.

March 16, 2011. Uncategorized.